Me! Me! Me!

Okay, so once a week didn't work for me, I will keep trying to do it but I'm gonna stop apologizing at the start of each post. It's been an eventful few weeks, well most things happened in like the last week but y'know. The official trailer for 'The Fault In Our Stars' came out and that was exciting and emotional, and then I realized that it's not coming out 'til June so that sucks. I managed to get myself suspended for mitching class, it's only an internal suspension and it's only for a day and there are no other repercussions so I'm not too bothered, last time I was suspended it was much worse because I saw it as a big deal now it's just kinda a dull day where I don't have to go to class and I manage to miss the accounting test (I was mitching partially because of a different test in accounting so for skipping one test I get forced to miss another, not that I'm complaining. The other big thing that happened to me was actually pretty scary for me, basically I fainted. I was standing on this step thing at the time and managed to fall halfway across the room. I hurt my back pretty bad but at the time that wasn't the worst part. The worst bit was the ringing in my ears that continued after I fell and I couldn't hear anything, it started to fade after a while and I could just hear my mum calling me but I couldn't respond, I tried but I just couldn't. It was the scariest thing that I've been through for a long time. I'm alright now, well mentally, my back still hurts like fuck and I have these patches that have like deep heat and painkillers on them all across my back and on my neck. Sleeping is also pretty tricky when you have to keep your back perfectly straight and not have your weight on it but I manage. This is basically just about me. Hmm... I don't think I meant for it to be but y'know I'm pretty self-absorbed  so it makes sense for it to be. I've been thinking about vlogging again, I'm probably going to do it but I dunno when. Anyways, that's my life right now so bye.
     Ruska