Thursday, 27 June 2013

Break up

     So on Friday the 21st of June at 16:08 my kind of (kind of because we were never properly together) boyfriend broke up with me. His name is Jack and to be honest, he is amazing. I'm not exactly sure what we were but it was good (at least in my opinion).
     He broke up with me over Facebook, which even though is thought of as the asshole way to do it, I didn't mind. In fact it was great, I won't get into why but it was. His reason for it was that the emotions between us weren't as strong as they used to be and that's a legitimate reason. He did it nicely and I guess you could say that he did everything right.
     I on the other hand probably didn't. Of course, me being me, I over reacted, causing me to be quite harsh (which I regret). I think I was the harshest when he said sorry. Even though I still think he had no reason to apologise, I could have put it in a nicer way than I did.
     My reaction to the whole thing still confuses me. For like the first five minutes I was angry, sad and, even though I hate to admit it, I cried. However, after the first five minutes or so, I calmed down and for some reason (still unknown to me) I was happy. I loved him (and still do) but I didn't take it as badly as I thought I would and I'm not sure whether that's  a good thing. To be honest, I can find way more good things about the whole thing than bad things. We agreed to stay friends which I hope will work.
      Now some of the reactions of people I told were pretty funny. My cousin went on a big rant saying he is stupid and an asshole. I had to stop her because it's totally not true. After disagreeing with her, telling her how amazing he is and that I'm not mad at him, she started a new rant. She was saying that I think too highly of people, that I'm too mature and that I should be mad. I found it quite funny and ended up laughing at what she said. While the majority of my guy friends talked about ways to kill him and offered to beat him up. I didn't take them up on that offer and don't plan on doing so.
     All in all, I think I took the whole thing better than most of my friends, which is quite funny. I'm not sure why I took it as well as I did, but oh well.
     Goodbye my munchkins,
     Your master, Weronika

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